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Thomas Newman - Any Other Name 4.9.09 : M If you were still here. Walking within the vicinity of my ribcage. Today would have been a warm beautiful day. Today we'd have talked about horses always having an appetite. Easter-themed smiley cookies. And how inspiring it must have been when my grandfather drove cross-country from California to Pennsylvania with a parrot named Petey keeping him company the entire way. I miss your comfortable company. 4.9.09 : M It's a sharp sentimental sadness when you catch yourself backstroking through pools and pools of memories. As if it weren't a common daily occurence that somehow shook-down surprised you. I always think of you. Because it's hard to wrap my heart around these 3 long years. Sometimes seeming short. Most often times it's unbelievably overwhelming to think of you being gone so long. Longing for that infinitely-elusive hug. A laughter and a smile that are both so dearly missed. How I miss you, M. 4.9.09 : still M To think that the cancer was even capable of

State Radio - Keepsake Joseph Arthur - Exhausted Puddle Of Mudd - Blurry Sneaker Pimps - Walk The Rain Dave Matthews - Dreaming Tree Bjork - All Is Full Of Love 7.10.08 : love you dad It's 2:05p and I've littered my mind with nostalgia and alcohol. I've been choking on a broken heart since that morning's 6:06a. I don't know what to do with myself. I've been wrapped in a numb haze that has nothing better to do than keep me company with it's consistency. I feel alone and unguided. My grandfather is gone and I don't know how to put my own two feet together and keep moving through this draining disaster. How do you accept this much of a magnified loss. How do you accept the loss of life that's been applied to the strongest branch of your family tree. I don't know how to feel what I want to feel or say what I want to say. I'm a functional wreck. I've been carrying his pi

Playlist : Radiohead - Videotape Moby - Inside Peter Gabriel - I Grieve Moby - Everloving Tool - Wings For Marie, Pt. 1 Radiohead - Videotape : When I'm at the pearly gates This'll be on my videotape My videotape When Mephistopheles is just beneath And he's reaching up to grab me This is one for the good days And I have it all here In red blue green In red blue green And you are my center when I spin away Out of control on videotape On videotape On videotape This is my way of saying goodbye Because I can't do it face to face I'm talking to you from... No matter what happens now You shouldn't be afraid Because I know today has been The most perfect day I've ever seen Peter Gabriel - I Grieve : It was only one hour ago It was all so different then There’s nothing yet has really sunk in Looks like it always did This flesh and bone Is just the way that we are tied in Now there's no one home I grieve for you You leave me It’s so hard to move on Still loving what's gone they say life carries on they say lif

Finally... the 90's!! 001 - When In Rome - The Promise 002 - KWS - Please Don't Go 003 - Corona - Rhythm Of The Night 004 - London Beat - I've Been Thinking About You 005 - The Cure - Friday I'm In Love 006 - Suzanne Vega - Tom's Diner 007 - Boy George - The Crying Game 008 - Snap - Rhythm Is A Dancer 009 - Tori Amos - Little Earthquakes 010 - Go West - King Of Wishful Thinking 011 - B-52's - Rock Lobster 012 - George Michael - Father Figure 013 - Jon Secada - Just Another Day 014 - Tom Cochran - Life Is A Highway

001 - Lindsay Buckingham - Trouble 002 - Martika - Toy Soldiers 003 - The Police - King Of Pain 004 - John Waite - I Ain't Missing You At All 005 - Paul Young - Every Time You Go Away 006 - Steve Nicks - Silver Springs 007 - Alan Parsons Project - Eye In The Sky 008 - Belinda Carlisle - Heaven Is A Place On Earth 009 - Bon Jovi - Wanted Dead Or Alive 010 - Bryan Adams - Run To You 011 - Cyndi Lauper - True Colors 012 - Howard Jones - Things Can Only Get Better 013 - Jefferson Starship - Sarah 014 - Paula Abdul - Rush Rush 015 - Prince - When Doves Cry

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This 80's mix is brought to you by the morning crew at McDowell's. "Look... Me and the McDonald's people got this little misunderstanding. See, they're McDonald's... I'm McDowell's. They got the Golden Arches, mine is the Golden Arcs. They got the Big Mac, I got the Big Mick. We both got two all-beef patties, special sauce, lettuce, cheese, pickles and onions, but their buns have sesame seeds. My buns have no seeds." [01] - COMA radio intro [02] - Steve Perry - Oh Sherrie [03] - Rockwell - Somebody's Watching Me [04] - Mike & The Mechanics - The Living Years [05] - Mr. Mister - Broken Wings [06] - Foreigner - Been Waiting For A Girl Like You [07] - Jefferson Starship - We Built This City [08] - John Waite - I Ain't Missing You At All [09] - Joy Division - Love Will Tear Us Apart [10] - Michael Jackson - Smooth Criminal [11] - Pat Benatar - Invincible [12] - Phil Collins - Do You Remember [13] - The Outfield - I Don't Wanna Lose Your Love Tonight [14] - Prince - I Would Die 4 U Myspace : www.myspace.com/d

This 80's mix is brought to you by Johnny 5! xx] - Back to the Future II - Welcome to the Cafe 80's ** xx] - COMA Intro 01] - Billy Idol - Eyes Without A Face 02] - Thompson Twins - Hold Me Now xx] - Airplane - Don't Call Me Shirley ** 03] - The Cure - Love Song xx] - Young Frankenstein - I thought I told you ** 04] - Big Country - In A Big Country 05] - Journey - Faithfully 06] - Human League - Human 07] - Cory Hart - Never Surrender 08] - Crowded House - Don't Dream It's Over xx] - Spaceballs - I'm surrounded by assholes ** 10] - Survivor - High On You 11] - Real Life - Send Me An Angel xx] - Legend - We are all animals my lady ** 12] - Hall & Oates - Out Of Touch xx] - Ferris Bueller's Day Off - Bueller, Bueller, Bueller ** 13] - Johnny Hates Jazz - Shattered Dreams 14] - Journey - Seperate Ways 15] - Mike & The Mechanics - Silent Running xx] - Ghostbusters - I'm fuzzy on the whole good / bad thing ** 16] - Foreigner - I Want To Know What Love Is 17] - Richard Marx - Right Here Waiting xx] - Planes, Tra

Deftones - "Minerva" I get all numb When she sings it's over Such a strange numb And it brings my knees to the earth And God bless you all For the song you saved us You're the same numb When you sing it's over Such a strange numb It could bring back peace to the earth So God bless you all For the song you saved us ... oh For the hearts you break every time you moan I get all numb We're the same numb And it brings our knees to the earth So God bless you all For the song you saved us ... oh For the hearts you break every time you moan And God bless you all on the earth

Rich Jacques - "Please Don't Break My Heart"

01] - Flickerstick - Beautiful 02] - Thirrd Eye Blind - Anything [acoustic] 03] - James Blunt - Fall At Your Feet 04] - The Early November - Make It Happen [acoustic] 05] - 3 Doors Down - So I Need You [acoustic] 06] - Seether - Broken [acoustic] 07] - Lifehouse - Storm [acoustic] 08] - The Spill Canvas - The Night Will Go As Follows 09] - Joseph Arthur - Honey & The Moon 10] - Dashboard Confessional - For You To Notice 11] - Bjork - All Is Full Of Love 12] - Bjork - Violently Happy

Tribute Playlist: Moby - "Hotel Intro" Moby - "God Moving Over The Face Of The Waters" Philip Glass - "Koyaanisqatsi" Moby - "Down Slow" Tori Amos - "Toast" Moby - "My Weakness" Tori Amos "Toast" Lyrics: I thought it was Easter time The way the light rose Rose that morning Lately you've been on my mind You showed me the rope Ropes to climb Over mountains And to pull myself Out of a landslide Of a landslide I thought it was harvest time You always loved the smell of the wood burning She with her honey hair Dalhousie Castle She would meet you there In the winter Butter yellow The flames you stirred Yes, you could stir I raise a glass Make a toast A toast in your honor I hear you laugh And beg me not to dance On your right standing by Is Mr. Bojangles With a toast he's telling me it's time To raise a glass Make a toast A toast in your honor I hear you laugh and beg me not to dance On your right standing is Mr. Bojangles With a toast he's telling me it's time To let you go Let you go I thought I'd see you a

COMA radio is sponsored by 5design. Check out the goods here : www.cafepress.com/5design Lyrics to show's intro: NURSE: Excuse me? Doctor? Do you have a moment? DOCTOR: A moment? What's the question? NURSE: More of a situation, a gentleman in exam 3. DOCTOR: What's the problem? NURSE: That is the problem, we're not sure. DOCTOR: You got the chart? NURSE: Right here. DOCTOR: Not much here is there? NURSE: No doctor, no obvious physical trauma. Vitals are stable. DOCTOR: Name? NURSE: No sir. DOCTOR: Did someone drop him off? Maybe we could speak to them. Let's get some background on this fella. NURSE: No ID. Nothing (heavy breathing in background) And he won't speak to anybody. DOCTOR: Well, let's say hello. Good Morning, I'm Dr. Lawson. How are you today? How - are - you today?! Look son, you're in a safe place. We wanna help in whatever way we can. But you need to talk to us. We can't help you otherwise. What's happened? Tell me everything. Random lyrics from this show's chest full

COMA radio is sponsored by 5design. Check out the goods here : www.cafepress.com/5design Random lyrics from this show's chest full of MP3's : °°° Lets see if I'm hearing this right °°° °°° I'm reclaiming their minds °°° °°° But you're feeling so bad cause you know °°° °°° I forget everything I learn °°° °°° I've got to let it go and leave it gone °°° One of my random writings from the past 7 years [ from today's date or the closest to it ] : 12.19.00 : untitled You panicked. Over the volume of the fear ringing between your ears. Lick the salt from your hand. Don't try to cover me up. Smother me. You broke me. Don't push me into the past. You broke me. I'll never leave. You broke me.

Random lyrics from this show's chest full of MP3's : °°° You know I expected so much more from you °°° °°° You will be dispensed with when you become inconvenient °°° °°° I cannot live, I can't breathe unless you do this with me °°° °°° But I'm fine °°° °°° I won't break this silence that we've shared for so long... I will be strong °°° °°° My reflection says you're in pain, you're insane, can't explain why I tend to think these things °°° °°° Family photo, comb your hair, wear a smile, wear a tie... lie & don't be camera shy °°° °°° And it's beginning to get to me °°°

Another single MP3 that keeps me thinking of Michelle. She will always remain pasted to the layers of my heart. The song's lyrics: No more gold lights for the queen earth to keep you warm in your kingdoms High on the waves you make for us But not since you left have the waves come The bar is dead and the rocket's rain is keeping you wet in your deathbed So high on the waves you made for us And not since you left have the waves come... Have the waves come... 7.19.06 : I can feel you speaking to me when it rains I've discovered another song that makes me think of you. Will be adding it to my tribute playlist as soon as I go home tonight. I've really been missing you, M. I never feel your presence in my rooms anymore. My television works fine again. And my lightbulbs never blow out anymore. The 75 watt stock has been restacked. The surplus bringing even more sadness. Because you're completely in heaven now. And it could be a while until I get to hug and feel your smile again. Just keep knowing that I miss a

There's only one MP3 available here. It makes me think of Michelle. These are the lyrics: We listen to the tales and romanticize, How we follow the path of the hero Boast about the day when the rivers overrun, How we'll rise to the height of our halo. Listen to the tales as we all rationalize Our way into the arms of the savior Fading all the trials and the tribulations, None of us have actually been there, Not like you... The ignorant fibbers in the congregation Gather around spewing sympathy, Spare me... None of them could even hold a candle up to you Blinded by choices, hypocrites Won't see But enough about the collective judas Who could deny you were the one who illuminated Your little piece of the divine This little light of mine it gives your past unto me, I'll let it shine, to guide you safely on your way Your way home... Ohh, what are they gonna do when the lights go down Without you to guide them all to Zion? What are they gonna do when the rivers overrun Other th